Thursday, December 12, 2013

Forgiving My Ex-Gay Counselor

Three years ago I decided it was time to let go of the anger and bitterness I held towards the pastor that counseled me through five years of ex-gay therapy.

At age thirteen my parents suspected I was gay. Maybe it was playing with barbies when I was really young, kissing other boys when I was five-years-old or getting excited to wear make-up for the church Christmas play that gave it away. I'm not sure what gave it away but there were a slew of stereotypical behaviors and evidence that screamed, "This child is faaaabulous!"

Whatever tipped them off, my parents scheduled a time for me to meet and talk with the pastor. They told me, "Pastor Rosene wants to speak with you after church Sunday night." I wasn't told why she wanted to meet with me. They made it seem like the pastor initiated the request. I thought maybe she had a prophetic word for me or she just wanted to check in and see how I was doing. I was excited to have a private moment with the Pastor. I looked up to her. I admired her.

After church that Sunday evening in October, Pastor Rosene and I made our way to the back of the church where her office was located. I remember it was October because 98 degrees was performing just fifty miles away. I remember sitting in her office, glancing at the clock and thinking, "They're probably taking the stage at this very moment." I was excited to be only fifty miles from my teenage crush, Nick Lachey.

Rosene asked some general questions then she shared a story with me that she saw on the news. The story was about someone who was molested as a young boy by an older man. When he grew up, he ended up molesting other young boys as well. As she shared the story, I thought that this was the life of all homosexuals, I didn't know any better. However, I knew I was a homosexual. I've known that ever since I was five-years-old when my friend Elijah and I made out with each other every Sunday after church. Rosene finished the story and said, "Azariah, I feel fire behind my eyes." This was typical spiritual lingo in our church. In this moment, it was her abstract and confusing way to say, "I know you're gay." I was becoming nervous, I started to feel shaky and scared. I felt a tremendous amount of guilt. I thought, if all homosexuals molest little boys like her story argued, I didn't want anything to do with it. I thought I could change and she could help. Tears flooded my eyes and like the ugly crier I am, I confessed for the first time in my life, "I-I-I'm g-g-g-gay." At this point, the only way I could breathe was with big gasps of air.

That night in October was the first of many nights we attempted to rid myself of homosexuality through pentecostal style exorcisms and unlicensed counseling. The pain and torment this counseling caused was tremendous. I was being asked to deny who I am and be something artificial. There were many times I wanted to kill myself. I remember one night in my room, I wrote a goodbye letter to my family, I pushed the dresser against the door and had a knife in my hand. I gently pressed the blade against the skin of my forearm to get an idea of what the pain would feel like. I wanted to know what to expect. There were two serious moments - while I was receiving ex-gay therapy - when I had everything set up and I was ready to end my life.

I wanted the same-sex attraction to end but God wasn't answering my tear filled prayers and the ex-gay counseling wasn't making the feelings go away. I thought the only way out was to end my life. Looking back, had I been empowered to live my life authentically and honestly, this torment would have never happened.

After coming out in 2008, I had a lot of bitterness and resentment towards Rosene. I would often talk poorly of her and the church. I was very critical and cynical of Christians. I had a growing animosity towards Christians and only wished ill feelings towards them. However, in the fall of 2010 I was ready to move on and let it go. I realized harboring that animosity was doing nothing more than hurting me, causing me to live in the past, and hindering me from being whole.

After not speaking for years, I called Rosene. She sounded happy to hear from me. I told her I wanted to come in and speak with her. We scheduled a time to meet for the following week.

I hadn't been to the church in years. I walked in the side door, made my way through the kitchen and found Rosene walking up the hallway. She no longer had the big puffy hair, instead, she had it pulled back in a pony tail. Other than that, everything about the church and her was the same as before. We went into the nursery room and sat down. After catching up for a little while, I told her why I came. "I'm here because I want to tell you that I forgive you. You don't know this, but those years that you counseled me to become ex-gay caused me a lot of unintentional pain and torment." I explained how it caused me pain and that I was suicidal during that time. She was quiet and listened. When I finished speaking she began to share. "Azariah, I have been doing this for many years. I know the spiritual world. This is like the student trying to teach the teacher. You're the student and I'm the teacher."

Boom! There it was! I was set free! Eleven years after the counseling started, I FINALLY felt set free. God had finally answered my prayer. "You're the student and I'm the teacher," she argued. In that moment, I realized what she was doing. She was negating my life experience and attempting to position herself in a place of power and influence over me once again. However, I wised up too much and her game was over.

I remember that moment from three years ago very well. I remember the feeling of being set free by choosing to forgive her. That moment is still very real for me to this day.

For the thousands who have gone through ex-gay therapy, the pain we experienced was excruciating. It's unforgettable. I want to encourage you, when you're ready, choose to forgive. Whether you meet face-to-face with the person/s who did it to you, you write them a letter, or you go into the wilderness to scream out the pain. Whatever you do, let it out. I promise you that forgiveness, as difficult as it is, WILL be the key that sets you free.

If Pastor Rosene reads this...

The Divine is trying to teach you that your capacity to love and accept the Samaritans of today's society is bigger than you're allowing it to be. Pause. Reflect. Choose to grow.

Be love,
Azariah Southworth

[Samaritans were despised by the Jews in the Bible. They were considered unclean and the lowest of society in that time by the Jews.]

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  14. I want to use this medium to thank Dr ABULU for helping me to get back my husband after he left me and the kids for 5 months to suffer.When he left,he told me that he don't love me again and he has found another woman which he loved.I cry everyday because i love him so much and i decide to go the net for help when i saw a lady’s post of how Dr ABULU help her to get her husband back who divorced her and i just say to myself let me give this Dr ABULU a try and indeed he is wonderful he help me to get my husband back within 2days and my husband return to me and promise to love me forever and beg me for the pain he cost me. I will forever be grateful to you Dr ABULU and i will not stop to publish your name on the internet for people to see because you are so great.You can email him at [DRABULUSPELLTEMPLE@GMAIL.COM ] OR call his telephone number on +23409053290249 and he will also save your marriage.

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  15. IT WORKED FOR ME! IT WORKED FOR ME!! IT WORKED FOR ME!!!
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    Greetings to everyone in this forum, I'm Elaine R. Whitten from 239 Zappia Drive, Burlington KY in USA, i am here to testify about a great herbal spell caster called Dr. Jerry Oju... Early June this year, I lost someone very special to me (MY HUSBAND) we were expecting our first kid but he treated me really bad and filled for a divorce. I tried to get him back but he said he's done with me. I couldn't picture myself being a single mom this young and I've sought the counsel of a marriage counselor alone for about 8 sessions, wrote countless love letters, sent flowers, cards etc nothing turned out well and that was around Jan/2016. I totally needed to put an end to the pain i felt. I was desperate and determined to be reunited with my husband again, on a faithful day day I went online to surf the internet for more clues about relationship and divorce, i came across a review of a lady with name Sarah Diaz resident at Liberty Avenue, Anaheim, California, expressing how she got cured of her Herpes Simplex Virus by a great herbal spell caster Called Dr. Jerry Oju, in pursuance of my goal, I managed to arrange a meeting with her and she advised me of how to contact Dr. Jerry Oju, So I reached out for help to Dr. Jerry Oju, although i never understood how it works, i was completely ready to give it a try. I am so surprised now because IT WORKED FOR ME!!! I can now bear out witness to the entire universe that my Husband came back to my life in just 24 hours after his spell casting for me, he is fully faithful and dedicated, fully regretful and feeling sorry. Thank you so much Dr. Jerry Oju for your astonishing and influential work for me. Without reservation, I highly recommend Dr. Jerry Oju to anyone out there who needs help whatsoever, you contact him on pureheartspiritualtemple@yahoo.com or call/text him on +1 712-631-6231

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  16. IT WORKED FOR ME! IT WORKED FOR ME!! IT WORKED FOR ME!!!
    (ALL THANKS TO DR. JERRY OJU pureheartspiritualtemple@yahoo.com or call/text on +1 712-631-6231)

    Greetings to everyone in this forum, I'm Elaine R. Whitten from 239 Zappia Drive, Burlington KY in USA, i am here to testify about a great herbal spell caster called Dr. Jerry Oju... Early June this year, I lost someone very special to me (MY HUSBAND) we were expecting our first kid but he treated me really bad and filled for a divorce. I tried to get him back but he said he's done with me. I couldn't picture myself being a single mom this young and I've sought the counsel of a marriage counselor alone for about 8 sessions, wrote countless love letters, sent flowers, cards etc nothing turned out well and that was around Jan/2016. I totally needed to put an end to the pain i felt. I was desperate and determined to be reunited with my husband again, on a faithful day day I went online to surf the internet for more clues about relationship and divorce, i came across a review of a lady with name Sarah Diaz resident at Liberty Avenue, Anaheim, California, expressing how she got cured of her Herpes Simplex Virus by a great herbal spell caster Called Dr. Jerry Oju, in pursuance of my goal, I managed to arrange a meeting with her and she advised me of how to contact Dr. Jerry Oju, So I reached out for help to Dr. Jerry Oju, although i never understood how it works, i was completely ready to give it a try. I am so surprised now because IT WORKED FOR ME!!! I can now bear out witness to the entire universe that my Husband came back to my life in just 24 hours after his spell casting for me, he is fully faithful and dedicated, fully regretful and feeling sorry. Thank you so much Dr. Jerry Oju for your astonishing and influential work for me. Without reservation, I highly recommend Dr. Jerry Oju to anyone out there who needs help whatsoever, you contact him on pureheartspiritualtemple@yahoo.com or call/text him on +1 712-631-6231

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  17. Promises can easily be made but can not be easily fulfilled, This was the first thing that crossed my mind when Dr.Ogudugu told me that he was going to bring my lover back to me within 48 hours. But i must say that i was shocked when i receive a call from my lover and she apologies for leaving me and begged me to take her back. These are among the benefit you get when you contact Dr.Ogudugu through his contact details via email: GREATOGUDUGU@GMAIL.COM

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  18. Be careful,I had doubts about magic spells after purchasing many spells that never worked and actually decided to never buy a spell again. I have tried different casters.. Some of them never answered me after I paid and were obvious scammers, some really cast a spell but for some reason it didn't work. Then I saw a video on YouTube with a person who was mentioning she had results with DR,Anita. Despite the suspicions I had her site looked real so I gave spells a last try. It's probably the best decision I ever made in my life because it worked and my boyfriend came back with me After I broke up with my ex I spent a lot of time wishing that I could just turn the clock backwards.He helped me do just that. In fact our relationship feels like the break up never even happened. We have never been this happy or passionate, all thanks to mama anita. If you're looking for a real spell caster look no further, MAMA ANITA NOW. (mamaanita.lovespellsolution@gmail.com) mamaanita.lovespellsolution@gmail.com website www.mama-anitaspellcraft.wix.com/anita.

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  19. I will keep on posting these testimony until those that are heart broken get to know about Dr.Zabaza and his powers, I saw some reviews about Dr.Zabaza on the internet and i was convinced to contact him through these details +2348182620374 and zabaza.logan@yahoo.com The truth must be said that through the help of Dr.Zabaza my relationship was lover was back to me

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  20. Dr Miracle is a real spell caster, he is so powerful, unique, and amazing. Dr Miracle restored happiness to my life again by bringing my husband back to me with his powers. Dr Miracle is a gifted and a very powerful good man and if not for him what would my life turn to? Dr Miracle may your good gods continue to bless you for your good deeds. Dr Miracle words can not express how much good you have done for me and i believe that even a thousand words won't be enough to describe your good great works. If you are facing any spiritual problem i advice you not to cry just contact Dr Miracle on his email or and his web site and he will solve all your problems. Contact him on his email:
    homeoflightandsolution@yahoo.com and this is his website: http://homeoflightandsolution.webs.com/ contact him and get your solution now. Thank you Dr Miracle for you are indeed miraculous.

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  21. I was so pleased with the spell that Dr.Zabaza cast on my ex boyfriend that made him run begging me to accept him, And this is one thing that i have wished for since when my boyfriend dumped me few months ago. My greatest joy now is that he back to me and this was possible through the effective love spell of Dr.Zabaza, In case you are wondering how to locate Dr.Zabaza you can simply email: zabaza.logan@yahoo.com or dial +2348182620374 and within matter of hours your request is granted


    ROSA

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  22. After i saw an article about Dr.Zabaza on a page i decided to take out time to do more research about him before i contact him, In order to get accurate information i choose to use google search engine, After my research i contacted Dr.Zabaza through these details zabaza.logan@yahoo.com and +2348182620374 because i was having relationship trouble and i discovered that Dr.Zabaza has a lot of good reviews because he is a professional when it comes to casting love spell to reunite broken relationship or marriage

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  23. So thankful to Dr JATTO for his divine work done for me, me and my husband has been together ever since 3years and when i was celebrating my birthday party on that fateful day i met my husband on the outside romancing a lady i was jealous but i had to act like nothing happened just to keep the party on. the next morning i asked my husband about it and he told me i should asked it again, and when i did he left and said have the house to yourself because i am not coming back, ever since that time i lost my husband completely.he never picked my call again. i did all my best to get him back but none worked.until i met DR JATTO email online on how he help a lady to get back her husband back.i instantly contacted him and asked for help and he assured me that after preparing a love spell for me my husband will come back to me and never leave me again. i believed and that was it. he cast the spell and within 48hours my husband return back to me and never leave again.i am so happy with joy.contact him through his email: drjattolovespelltemple@gmail.com or drjattolovespelltemple@yahoo.co.uk or call him through his mobile number: +2347050270268 or contact him directly through his website: http://drjattolovespelltemple.webs.com/..

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  24. I am on this page to thank Dr.Zabaza and at the same time so that people can know about him, My boyfriend left me and i had no choice than to do anything within my power to get him back. During my search for help that was when i came across Dr.Zabaza name on the internet and his name was on a lot of articles i read. When i contacted Dr.Zabaza through these details: +2348182620374 or zabaza.logan@yahoo.com his words to me were "CALM DOWN YOUR BOYFRIEND WILL BACK TO YOU" and i am happy that Dr.Zabaza kept his words because my boyfriend is back to me

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  25. Real Love Spell To Get Your Ex Back Fast “My husband broke up with me and I’m heartbroken after 14years of marriage,I was so frustrated and i could not know what next to do again, i love my husband so much but he was cheating on me with another woman and this makes him broke up with me so that he can be able to get marry to the other lady and this lady i think use witchcraft on my husband to make him hate me and my kids and this was so critical and uncalled-for,I cry all day and night for God to send me a helper to get back my man until i went to NY to see a friend and who was having the same problem with me but she latter got her Husband back and i asked her how she was able to get her husband back and she told me that their was a powerful spell caster in Africa name Dr.Unity that he help with love spell in getting back lost lover back, and i decided to contacted the same Dr.Unity and he told me what is needed to be done for me to have my man back and i did it although i doubted it but i did it and the Dr told me that i will get the result after 21hours, and he told me that my husband was going to call me and i still doubted his word, to my surprise my husband really called me and told me that he miss me so much, OMG! i was so happy, and today i am happy with my husband again and we are joyfully living together as one good family and i thank the powerful spell caster Dr.Unity of UNITYSPELLTEMPLE@GMAIL.COM, he is so powerful and i decided to share my story on the internet that Dr.Unity is the Best spell caster who i will always pray to live long to help his children in the time of trouble, if you are there and your lover is turning you down, or you have your husband moved to another woman, do not cry anymore, contact this powerful spell caster Dr.Unity on his email: Unityspelltemple@gmail.com ,you can also call or Add him on Whats-app: +2348071622464 ,His Website: http://unityspelltemple.yolasite.com .

    Vicky Jarvis,
    California,USA.

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  26. Love spell came out tremendously, I highly recommending robinson.buckler@yahoo.com for whatever problems you are experiencing in your relationship. He is the real deal. his love spell is absolutely wonderful.contact Robinson buckler or call him +19715126745
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  27. Hello world Am blessing by name and am from the united state of america am here to testify in the name of this great man who has brought back happiness into my family after my lover perry left me for good 3years for another woman,i really loved perry because he was my first love i tried everything within my power to get perry back to my life but people i meant just kept on scamming me and lying to me,Then normally on Saturdays i do go out to make my hair and get some stuff,Then i had people discussing at the saloon, if they do listen to there radio well,That there is the program (how i got back my ex)And started talking much about Dr Aluya how this man has helped Alots of people in bringing back there lovers,So immediately i went close to those ladies i meant at the saloon and i explained things to them they said i should try and contact Dr Aluya that he has been the talk of the town and people are really contacting him for help immediately i searched on the internet and read great things about Dr Aluya i now got all Dr Aluya contact instantly at the saloon i gave Dr Aluya a call and i shared my problem with him he just told me not to worry that i should just be happy,He then told me to send him some few details which i did,And then he got back to me that everything would be okay within 24hours i was so happy then Dr Aluya did his work and he did not fail me,My lover perry came to me in tears and apologized to me for leaving me in deep pain for good 3years,So he decided to prove that he will never leave me for any reason, he made me have access to his account and made me his next of kin on all his will,Now the most perfect thing is that he can't spend a minute without seeing me or calling me,Am so grateful to dr Aluya for bringing back the happiness which i lack for years,Please contact dr Aluya for help, he his a trustworthy man email him now on his email address DR.Aluyasolutiontemple@yahoo.com or call his Number +2347064851317 you can also whatsapp him with the same number,God bless you sir for the great work well done in my life..

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  28. I have been suffering hard Shipley from HIV / AIDS since 6 years now, and i happen to have 2 kids for my husband, and now we cannot proceed to have another kids all because of my disease and now i have to do all what a human like i and my husband can do just to get my disease healed, i have went to several places to seek for help not even one person could ever help, until i melt a comment on the daily news paper that was commented by Ms Claudia about how this powerful traditional doctor help her get cured of the disease (HIV- AIDS) "my fellow beloved" i firstly taught having a help from a spiritual traditional healer was a wrong idea, but i think of these, will i continue to stress on these disease all day when i have someone to help me save my life? "so i gather all my faiths and put in all interest to contact him through his Email address (Dr.ojokarootandherbal@gmail.com) so after i have mailed him of helping me to cured my disease, he respond to me fast as possible that i should not be afraid, that he is a truthful and powerful doctor which i firstly claimed him to be. So after all set has been done, he promise me that i will be healed but on a condition that i provide him some items and obeyed all he said. I did all by accepting his oracle fact and only to see that the following week DR ojoka ::mail me on my mail box that my work is successfully done, he sent me the medicine through DHL I took the medicine as prescribed by him and 7 days later he ask for medical test i was first shocked and later arise to be the happiest woman on earth after i have concluded my final test in the hospital by my doctor that i am now HIV-Negative. My papers for check are with me and now i am happy and glad for his miraculous help and power. With these i must to everyone who might seek for any help, either for HIV cure or much more to contact him now at this Email:( Dr.ojokarootandherbal@gmail.com) "sir thank you so much for your immediate cure of my disease, i must say for curing my disease, i owe you in return. Thanks and be blessed sir .My name is lizzy Dixon His Email address is( Dr.ojokarootandherbal@gmail.com) or call or add him on whatsapp +2348144172934
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  29. This has really worked and I am proud to testify of it. I saw a post on how a lady got her man back by Dr. Trust who helped her to get her Ex Husband back. My relationship was crashed down for 3 good years and some months. Although I never believed in spiritual work I reluctantly tried him because I was desperate but to my greatest surprise Dr. Trust helped me to bring back my man and now my relationship is now perfect just as he promised. Getting your ex back permanently spell does not only bring back someone you love back,but it will also re-ignite your lovers feelings for you to be as happy with that person as possible. My man now treats me like a queen and always say he love me all the time. If you are passing through difficulties in your relationship Email him for urgent help.

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    This has really worked and I am proud to testify of it. I saw a post on how a lady got her man back by Dr. Trust who helped her to get her Ex Husband back. My relationship was crashed down for 3 good years and some months. Although I never believed in spiritual work I reluctantly tried him because I was desperate but to my greatest surprise Dr. Trust helped me to bring back my man and now my relationship is now perfect just as he promised. Getting your ex back permanently spell does not only bring back someone you love back,but it will also re-ignite your lovers feelings for you to be as happy with that person as possible. My man now treats me like a queen and always say he love me all the time. If you are passing through difficulties in your relationship Email him for urgent help.

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  30. My relationship of 3 years was sinking and i was devastated. My fiancee broke from me and I got no explanations from him. for me to get him back, i have to find a solution, I went to 3 different spell casters they all failed to bring back my lover, I really wasn’t sure anymore if spells were real so as i was making a search one morning i saw some great reviews about manifestspellcast@yahoo.com, I was a bit skeptical at first but a friend asked me to try and see what happens, so I requested for a love spell from this spell caster, he said he will take his time to do a love spell that will bring my man back to me, after some days my lover reconciled with me, It felt good to have my lover back, when he returned he said he would never leave me again. I saw him transform from a guy who wanted out to a guy who always wanted to be with me. now my lover is more open, with Manifest Spell I know love spell is real, Thanks to Manifest Spell for getting me my man back. I appreciate all his time, effort, and energy he puts during the spell cast.

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  31. My name is Naomi Struttgard, I am here to testify to the good work of the RealPowerfulSpells professionals. 4 years ago, my husband left home, he never returned, no phone calls, no letters, no emails, no sign of him anywhere. my daughter got sick with multiple sclerosis, things were so tough for me. I had lost hope, 2 years ago, i met a psychic, he said he would help me,i paid over $6800 and still nothing happened, i lost hope completely, my daughter's situation got worse each day.last month, i saw a posting concerning the good works of the RealPowerfulSpells, i gave them a try...she never ask me for money, for all three spells (Bring Lover back, Healing spell and Career spells). In a matter of weeks, my husband called me and told me he was sorry and that he wants to come back to me and that he would explain everything when he comes back, three days later, i got a new job with a loan and finance company, right now, my daughter's condition is getting better each day and i trust she would be well in a matter of days.I want to thank the RealPowerfulSpells Professionals for their efforts and for bringing my life back to normal and so close to perfection.My name is Naomi Struttgard, i live in Indonesia, for more information, you can contact realpowerfulspells@hotmail.com

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