Forgiving My Ex-Gay Counselor
Three years ago I decided it was time to let go of the anger and bitterness I held towards the pastor that counseled me through five years of ex-gay therapy.
At age thirteen my parents suspected I was gay. Maybe it was playing with barbies when I was really young, kissing other boys when I was five-years-old or getting excited to wear make-up for the church Christmas play that gave it away. I'm not sure what gave it away but there were a slew of stereotypical behaviors and evidence that screamed, "This child is faaaabulous!"
Whatever tipped them off, my parents scheduled a time for me to meet and talk with the pastor. They told me, "Pastor Rosene wants to speak with you after church Sunday night." I wasn't told why she wanted to meet with me. They made it seem like the pastor initiated the request. I thought maybe she had a prophetic word for me or she just wanted to check in and see how I was doing. I was excited to have a private moment with the Pastor. I looked up to her. I admired her.
After church that Sunday evening in October, Pastor Rosene and I made our way to the back of the church where her office was located. I remember it was October because 98 degrees was performing just fifty miles away. I remember sitting in her office, glancing at the clock and thinking, "They're probably taking the stage at this very moment." I was excited to be only fifty miles from my teenage crush, Nick Lachey.
Rosene asked some general questions then she shared a story with me that she saw on the news. The story was about someone who was molested as a young boy by an older man. When he grew up, he ended up molesting other young boys as well. As she shared the story, I thought that this was the life of all homosexuals, I didn't know any better. However, I knew I was a homosexual. I've known that ever since I was five-years-old when my friend Elijah and I made out with each other every Sunday after church. Rosene finished the story and said, "Azariah, I feel fire behind my eyes." This was typical spiritual lingo in our church. In this moment, it was her abstract and confusing way to say, "I know you're gay." I was becoming nervous, I started to feel shaky and scared. I felt a tremendous amount of guilt. I thought, if all homosexuals molest little boys like her story argued, I didn't want anything to do with it. I thought I could change and she could help. Tears flooded my eyes and like the ugly crier I am, I confessed for the first time in my life, "I-I-I'm g-g-g-gay." At this point, the only way I could breathe was with big gasps of air.
That night in October was the first of many nights we attempted to rid myself of homosexuality through pentecostal style exorcisms and unlicensed counseling. The pain and torment this counseling caused was tremendous. I was being asked to deny who I am and be something artificial. There were many times I wanted to kill myself. I remember one night in my room, I wrote a goodbye letter to my family, I pushed the dresser against the door and had a knife in my hand. I gently pressed the blade against the skin of my forearm to get an idea of what the pain would feel like. I wanted to know what to expect. There were two serious moments - while I was receiving ex-gay therapy - when I had everything set up and I was ready to end my life.
I wanted the same-sex attraction to end but God wasn't answering my tear filled prayers and the ex-gay counseling wasn't making the feelings go away. I thought the only way out was to end my life. Looking back, had I been empowered to live my life authentically and honestly, this torment would have never happened.
After coming out in 2008, I had a lot of bitterness and resentment towards Rosene. I would often talk poorly of her and the church. I was very critical and cynical of Christians. I had a growing animosity towards Christians and only wished ill feelings towards them. However, in the fall of 2010 I was ready to move on and let it go. I realized harboring that animosity was doing nothing more than hurting me, causing me to live in the past, and hindering me from being whole.
After not speaking for years, I called Rosene. She sounded happy to hear from me. I told her I wanted to come in and speak with her. We scheduled a time to meet for the following week.
I hadn't been to the church in years. I walked in the side door, made my way through the kitchen and found Rosene walking up the hallway. She no longer had the big puffy hair, instead, she had it pulled back in a pony tail. Other than that, everything about the church and her was the same as before. We went into the nursery room and sat down. After catching up for a little while, I told her why I came. "I'm here because I want to tell you that I forgive you. You don't know this, but those years that you counseled me to become ex-gay caused me a lot of unintentional pain and torment." I explained how it caused me pain and that I was suicidal during that time. She was quiet and listened. When I finished speaking she began to share. "Azariah, I have been doing this for many years. I know the spiritual world. This is like the student trying to teach the teacher. You're the student and I'm the teacher."
Boom! There it was! I was set free! Eleven years after the counseling started, I FINALLY felt set free. God had finally answered my prayer. "You're the student and I'm the teacher," she argued. In that moment, I realized what she was doing. She was negating my life experience and attempting to position herself in a place of power and influence over me once again. However, I wised up too much and her game was over.
I remember that moment from three years ago very well. I remember the feeling of being set free by choosing to forgive her. That moment is still very real for me to this day.
For the thousands who have gone through ex-gay therapy, the pain we experienced was excruciating. It's unforgettable. I want to encourage you, when you're ready, choose to forgive. Whether you meet face-to-face with the person/s who did it to you, you write them a letter, or you go into the wilderness to scream out the pain. Whatever you do, let it out. I promise you that forgiveness, as difficult as it is, WILL be the key that sets you free.
If Pastor Rosene reads this...
The Divine is trying to teach you that your capacity to love and accept the Samaritans of today's society is bigger than you're allowing it to be. Pause. Reflect. Choose to grow.
Be love,
Azariah Southworth
[Samaritans were despised by the Jews in the Bible. They were considered unclean and the lowest of society in that time by the Jews.]
At age thirteen my parents suspected I was gay. Maybe it was playing with barbies when I was really young, kissing other boys when I was five-years-old or getting excited to wear make-up for the church Christmas play that gave it away. I'm not sure what gave it away but there were a slew of stereotypical behaviors and evidence that screamed, "This child is faaaabulous!"
Whatever tipped them off, my parents scheduled a time for me to meet and talk with the pastor. They told me, "Pastor Rosene wants to speak with you after church Sunday night." I wasn't told why she wanted to meet with me. They made it seem like the pastor initiated the request. I thought maybe she had a prophetic word for me or she just wanted to check in and see how I was doing. I was excited to have a private moment with the Pastor. I looked up to her. I admired her.
After church that Sunday evening in October, Pastor Rosene and I made our way to the back of the church where her office was located. I remember it was October because 98 degrees was performing just fifty miles away. I remember sitting in her office, glancing at the clock and thinking, "They're probably taking the stage at this very moment." I was excited to be only fifty miles from my teenage crush, Nick Lachey.
Rosene asked some general questions then she shared a story with me that she saw on the news. The story was about someone who was molested as a young boy by an older man. When he grew up, he ended up molesting other young boys as well. As she shared the story, I thought that this was the life of all homosexuals, I didn't know any better. However, I knew I was a homosexual. I've known that ever since I was five-years-old when my friend Elijah and I made out with each other every Sunday after church. Rosene finished the story and said, "Azariah, I feel fire behind my eyes." This was typical spiritual lingo in our church. In this moment, it was her abstract and confusing way to say, "I know you're gay." I was becoming nervous, I started to feel shaky and scared. I felt a tremendous amount of guilt. I thought, if all homosexuals molest little boys like her story argued, I didn't want anything to do with it. I thought I could change and she could help. Tears flooded my eyes and like the ugly crier I am, I confessed for the first time in my life, "I-I-I'm g-g-g-gay." At this point, the only way I could breathe was with big gasps of air.
That night in October was the first of many nights we attempted to rid myself of homosexuality through pentecostal style exorcisms and unlicensed counseling. The pain and torment this counseling caused was tremendous. I was being asked to deny who I am and be something artificial. There were many times I wanted to kill myself. I remember one night in my room, I wrote a goodbye letter to my family, I pushed the dresser against the door and had a knife in my hand. I gently pressed the blade against the skin of my forearm to get an idea of what the pain would feel like. I wanted to know what to expect. There were two serious moments - while I was receiving ex-gay therapy - when I had everything set up and I was ready to end my life.
I wanted the same-sex attraction to end but God wasn't answering my tear filled prayers and the ex-gay counseling wasn't making the feelings go away. I thought the only way out was to end my life. Looking back, had I been empowered to live my life authentically and honestly, this torment would have never happened.
After coming out in 2008, I had a lot of bitterness and resentment towards Rosene. I would often talk poorly of her and the church. I was very critical and cynical of Christians. I had a growing animosity towards Christians and only wished ill feelings towards them. However, in the fall of 2010 I was ready to move on and let it go. I realized harboring that animosity was doing nothing more than hurting me, causing me to live in the past, and hindering me from being whole.
After not speaking for years, I called Rosene. She sounded happy to hear from me. I told her I wanted to come in and speak with her. We scheduled a time to meet for the following week.
I hadn't been to the church in years. I walked in the side door, made my way through the kitchen and found Rosene walking up the hallway. She no longer had the big puffy hair, instead, she had it pulled back in a pony tail. Other than that, everything about the church and her was the same as before. We went into the nursery room and sat down. After catching up for a little while, I told her why I came. "I'm here because I want to tell you that I forgive you. You don't know this, but those years that you counseled me to become ex-gay caused me a lot of unintentional pain and torment." I explained how it caused me pain and that I was suicidal during that time. She was quiet and listened. When I finished speaking she began to share. "Azariah, I have been doing this for many years. I know the spiritual world. This is like the student trying to teach the teacher. You're the student and I'm the teacher."
Boom! There it was! I was set free! Eleven years after the counseling started, I FINALLY felt set free. God had finally answered my prayer. "You're the student and I'm the teacher," she argued. In that moment, I realized what she was doing. She was negating my life experience and attempting to position herself in a place of power and influence over me once again. However, I wised up too much and her game was over.
I remember that moment from three years ago very well. I remember the feeling of being set free by choosing to forgive her. That moment is still very real for me to this day.
For the thousands who have gone through ex-gay therapy, the pain we experienced was excruciating. It's unforgettable. I want to encourage you, when you're ready, choose to forgive. Whether you meet face-to-face with the person/s who did it to you, you write them a letter, or you go into the wilderness to scream out the pain. Whatever you do, let it out. I promise you that forgiveness, as difficult as it is, WILL be the key that sets you free.
If Pastor Rosene reads this...
The Divine is trying to teach you that your capacity to love and accept the Samaritans of today's society is bigger than you're allowing it to be. Pause. Reflect. Choose to grow.
Be love,
Azariah Southworth
[Samaritans were despised by the Jews in the Bible. They were considered unclean and the lowest of society in that time by the Jews.]
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Hello, My name is Elizabeth, I was diagnosed of Herpes in 2014 and I have tried all possible means to get cure but all to no avail, until i saw a post in a health forum about a herbal doctor from West Africa ( Dr Emmanuel ) who prepare herbal medicine to cure all kind of diseases including Hiv virus, at first i doubted if it was real but decided to give it a try, when i contact this herbal doctor via his email, he prepared a herbal medicine and sent it to me , when i received this herbal medicine, he gave me step by instructions on how to apply it, when i applied it as instructed, i was cured of this deadly virus Herpes within a week of usage I am now free from the virus, i was tasted negative. Contact this great herbal doctor via his email: traditionalherbalhealingcentre@gmail.com or call +2348110857969 when you contact him, make sure you tell him that I referenced you and Good Luck.
My ex and i were together for Two years and 4 months, we were very happy to be husband and wife, last month we went to California and stayed with his family, after we got back he started acting distant, then he started hanging out with a girl, and kept sneaking off to go hangout with her, so i got upset, i could not endure, i tried to do everything to please him but it got worst, one day he left the house and never came back, i tried reaching him but no way i could reach him, because of the heart break he has put me into, i went into search of a real spell caster but I was scammed several times, but I never relented in my search because I want a happy life with my boyfriend, when i saw testimony about spell caster on the internet, so i contacted him and to my greatest surprise (((manifestspellcast@yahoo.com))) restored my relationship, my boyfriend came back to me, i took him back and I am now settled with my him by the magic power of Manifest Spell cast.
My name is Florence i want to testify how a spell caster save my home after 4yrs of marriage! I am gonna make this brief, it all happens like a dream come true. 2 months ago someone introduce me to this spell caster i never believe in spells until i gave it a second thought thinking about the past loneliness i have been through without my husband, the bbq fun together, the beach party, Halloween, Christmas etc. I don't want to be lonely this year all i wanted is to celebrate this up coming Christmas with my family. I made up my mind to contact the Spell Caster (Dr. Pepper Jnr), i contacted him and he gave me courage that i am gonna have my husband back home if i believe. He said he came to America to help people get back all they have lost, reunite broken homes and many more!!! I under-go the procedures and he told me and said after 7 days my husband is gonna call me. I said to my self that this not gonna happen, this is a man who haven't called me for more than 3yrs "lol". Kind of funny anyway, on the 8th day cant believe i got a call from an unknown number saying "Honey is me Ken" WOW! that was a miracle.. My husband is back home and even bought me a golden jewelry to prove how sorry he is to have left me all alone in these past years. I am so Bliss words alone cannot express the joy in my heart so i promise him i am gonna share this testimony to the world of his great powers. He just take over from his late father, His powers is so genuine, he is honest and very encouraging... HE also specializes on; Pregnancy spell to conceive baby, If you want your husband/wife to be yours forever, If you tired of being lonely and single and so mush more. Always saying YES to you needs....
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I want to say a lot of thanks to Dr.zack balo for bring my ex boyfriend back…I was in a lot of worry when my boyfriend gone away from me due to some misunderstanding.. I contacted Dr.zack balo that i need my ex boyfriend back and make him to love me more and make him marry me.. He did spell cast for me and now my boyfriend talking with me so nice and I got him back within 3 days and he told me that “I love you” within 3 days… now and he now love me so much… Dr.zack balo is God sent to this world to help people… I gonna get marry with my boyfriend by the ending of this month…… Anyone who want to get success like me please contact Dr.zack balo and his mail id is wiseindividualspell@gmail.com
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life i was cure from HIV by a Doctor Name DR JOHN i have been HIV for 5
year i saw doctor Email on the internet so i contact him and i explain to
him i follow up the instruction behold A Month later after taking the cure
i went for a HIV text to my surprise it was Negative my family doctor was
surprise my husband who abandon me was surprise my brother if you no that
you are positive please i will advise you to contact him now and see for
your self his Email is drjohnhivcurehome@gmail.com OR whats-app
+2347064365391
life i was cure from HIV by a Doctor Name DR JOHN i have been HIV for 5
year i saw doctor Email on the internet so i contact him and i explain to
him i follow up the instruction behold A Month later after taking the cure
i went for a HIV text to my surprise it was Negative my family doctor was
surprise my husband who abandon me was surprise my brother if you no that
you are positive please i will advise you to contact him now and see for
your self his Email is drjohnhivcurehome@gmail.com OR whats-app
+2347064365391
life i was cure from HIV by a Doctor Name DR JOHN i have been HIV for 5
year i saw doctor Email on the internet so i contact him and i explain to
him i follow up the instruction behold A Month later after taking the cure
i went for a HIV text to my surprise it was Negative my family doctor was
surprise my husband who abandon me was surprise my brother if you no that
you are positive please i will advise you to contact him now and see for
your self his Email is drjohnhivcurehome@gmail.com OR whats-app
+2347064365391
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